I'm not afraid of death

the thing im afraid of isn't death, or dieing, or even anyone else being dead. i have realized that what i am more afraid of is the fact that now, as i am alive, i can learn and understand about
the events in the past and the events now, in the present time, however when i am dead, i will no longer be able to know anything going on in the world. i want to be able to know
if global warming is true, how the world ends if it ever does, who the presidents are, and so many other things i know i will never understand when i am gone. i want to know what
type of music people listen to. i am afraid of missing out on a hit single that shakes rocks the world. now, in the present, i can rock out to old bands, but when i'm dead, there is going to
be no jamming to the amazing new bands and songs that will for sure come out in the future. will they invent the hover car? will we discover another universe? will we ever find a cure
for AIDS? or cancer? even the little things like what new phones are invented? all these questions & so many more are what i am truly afraid of missing out on.