That Soft Interior

theres something about actually seeing someone for the first time. sure, you've seen them physically before. but maybe not emotionally. like underneath that rough exterior, theres a side of someone you never saw. and the thing is, this epiphany comes to you at the strangest moments. like when you're lying in bed, listening to a conversation you probably shouldn't be listening to. or when you're in the middle of bashing that person. then, when you relate what you learned to what you're saying to their face or behind their back, the pieces fit & you suddenly have so much more respect for the person they are underneath. and now that i know this about someone, it makes me wonder why they aren't this inside person all the time, instead of the one causing trouble & ruining things.

Why do people change their identities?

People confuse me so much sometimes. Some days i just wanna shout "wtf" and get an answer, not just an unmeaningful silence. I wanna know why people do the things they do. There are people who are so carefree and loose, just enjoying life and others who do everything they can to fit in with people who don't even like them for who they are. They drop their personalities and opinions and mold themselves to those of others. The thing that is hard to understand is why doesn't the carefreeness rub off on the people surrounding them? Why do people only pick up the "personalities" of posers, fakes? I really just want to understand the type of things that go through peoples minds when they dump a group of people to go off with another. Maybe it's for a good reason, but maybe not. And when that maybe not happens, why should they come crawling back to the originals. The people they left. Life isn't too simple, and people aren't either. So just be yourself and live your life to it's fullest.

don't change your identity
you'll end up regretting it in the end.
x . o . x;
alex