sometimes things get too complicated, too fast. they can make you feel like you're drowning. you may not want anything to do with it at all. but sometimes the very same thing can make you feel like you're floating. like you're invincible, indestructible: and no one can stop you. nothing can get in your path. and maybe this something is a person. a person that can make you smile even when they're a thousand miles away. a person who makes your heart jumpstart and beat fast. a person who makes you lose your mind when you try to piece things together. that's where complicated comes in. you never know what is really going on in their mind. their emotions are hard to detect. their smile can seem like a cover-up for something hiding underneath. and when you catch them staring you dream up all the things they could be thinking. then all the things they're not. you can't imagine that they would be thinking what you want them to think, but somewhere in the back of your mind you hope. and you wish. then something happens, and whatever it is; it confirms it. they don't want you. your heart drops. your mind blanks over. all of a sudden nothing seems real, and you don't want it to, for you're afraid nothing will be the same anymore.
sometimes, things get too complicated, too fast.
sometimes, things get too complicated, too fast.
